frozen and tired... what should a daughter do to make a father happy?

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I know this feeling, when my nose and throat starts to feel itchy.. I'm going to have colds... Haaaaachi!!

Rantasa called offering me a job, 38,5 hours a week, better pay + provisions,.. should i or should i not bite the cake? decisions. decisions

sus. trabaho nanaman bukas.

i cant help but think about her there was a time when she was the only person who even tried to understand me... i blew it.. i blew everything. she was more than a lifesaver mhaila.. my dear mahal.. all those things she told me the night before her flight were all true.

i am not worth the friendship.

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i should be feeling great.. not like this, after opening up.. one usually feels relieved right? why do i feel like this then...
i'll leave this blog for a while, since my days arent blogworthy anyway and a certain house needs a house sitter.



Can't you see?
It's not me your dying for
now she's feeling more alone
than she ever has before
Ben Folds Five - Brick -

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this test just shows how insane i am..



Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz

just came back from the IGOs Christmas Party.. sweet little kids everywhere (Vesner was a bit ill, poor little thing.. they were sooo bubbly.. all of them.. yikes, i somehow feel so old all of a sudden).. i miss Riel so much.


My fave aunt told me that my cousins boyfriend is already married (wife possibly knows nothing about his scheming husband)... and that i, should tell her about it.. i will.. tomorrow.. but how??? I wont let her go thru that embarrassing and dreadful stage just like me. July.. with her pure soul does not deserve that kind of treatment.. Thing is.. i dont even know if July knows about it already.. I'll definitely try girltalk tomorrow.. definitely.

What Was Your PastLife?

I WAS A GIFTED CHILD
i had my niche.
intelligent. creative. or artistic.
what kind of child were you?
(brought you by april)

really. sometimes id like to bang my head on the wall.. vinnnn!!!!!

freaky day yesterday. at exactly 7:30 pm i had the task to tell the costumers to leave..
7:40 pm and they were still there.. italian tourists everywhere [no offense.. i love italian people.. viva italia!]
so the nth time i asked them to leave, they were like.. plis.. plis.. tu mor minits..; so i.. for the nth time told them that we are closed already.
they were annoyed.. i had no choice....
after work, i was walking along kärnterstrasse and suddenly another italian guy asks me: excusi mi.. where can i buy cigare?
and me.. for the last time that day: sorry sir, but they're closed already..

should i or should i not apply for a second job? think. think. think.